I have been left behind
Left to scavenge for food
Food for my dying heart
As I degrade to oblivion
I have been left behind
Left chained in black prison walls
No food for my dying heart
As my soul from white decays
Purposely left behind
while tears run down my eyes
Trying to reach out to a past
I could never go back to
In tears as I'm left behind
by the dreams I have created
As visions of love and happiness
Turn into sorrow and pain
Left to die inside cold space
As memories haunt my heart
Like poison through my veins
Tearing me apart
I have been left behind
Purposely left behind
Left to die inside cold space
Waiting for
Im insensitive
I didnt read between the lines
Failed to see what you really felt
Paid no heed to your tears
Deaf to the screams of your heart
Im a jerk
With my stupidity
I made you cry
Blinded by my arrogance
Fueled by sheer ignorance
Im worthless
Imperfect in every way
Tardy in times of need
Always away
Absent in times of struggle
Sorry
For failing you
Failing to repay your love
Failing to be there with you
When you need me the most
Sorry
For being such a fool
Not knowing how you felt
For being blind and deaf
To your cries and tears
Please
Silent whispers abound…
Eyes staring…
Fervently observing every step…
Each move goes unnoticed…
Laughter comes…
Breaking the placid air...
Cheerfully slicing through the walls…
Penetrating deep down…
Anger then creeps…
Clawing…
Slashing…
Shredding every bit of innocence…
Hatred emerges…
Craving for revenge…
Vengeful souls cry…
Shrieks fill the air
Eyes turn red with anger…
Hands trembling…
Vision becomes blurred…
Everything goes black…
After the long blindness…
Sight becomes clear…
Guilt slowly shows…
Tears run down…
Shadows cover all…
Engulfed by darkness…
Sadness lasts…
Memories fade.
Darkness covered me
Sadness engulfed my whole being
I was lost in the shadows of regret
But amidst the emptiness, you were there
I was confused, not knowing what to do
I always made mistakes, stepped on shattered glass
Bore wounds unbearable, scars untouchable
But amidst the pain and anguish, you were there
I fell down so many times
Got kicked and thrown out by everybody else
I felt inferior and weak
But amidst the insecurities, you were there
You were there when I was laughing
And you never left me while I was crying
You stayed by my side until the tears washed away
And you never abandoned me when my sky turned gray
I don't k
Paggising sa umaga
Sa pagdilat ng mata
Larawan mo ang nakikita
Sa tabi ng kama
Pagdating sa eskwela
Inaantay kita
Nang masilayan ang iyong ganda
At upang marinig kang magsalita
Kapag ika'y nakakasama
Ibang saya ang nadarama
Walang pakialam sa iba
Tanging ikaw lang ang inaalala
Ngunit tuwing ika'y sinasamahan
Ako'y lihim na nasasaktan
Habang binabangit mo ang kanyang pangalan
Parang ang puso ko'y tinatapak-tapakan
Pero di ko masabi sa'yo
Na ika'y aking gusto
Wala nang iba pang makakatanto
Sa laki ng iaalay na pag-ibig ko
Siguro hahayaan na lang makalampas
Walang iiwan kahit isang bakas
Dito na nga siguro magwawakas
Ang a
From the Eldest Grandson by cheesydinggy, literature
Literature
From the Eldest Grandson
Fifty Years…
Full of laughter, smiles and tears
Emerging triumphant amidst all fears
Conjuring up love so pure and crystal clear
Golden moments…
Bound with a love beyond compare
Beautiful amongst the raging torrents
Immortal and everlasting
Shining stars…
Distantly glimmering beyond reach
Seemingly unattainable, but within our grasp
50 years of love is never impossible
Aging gracefully…
Under the wrinkled skin lies unmatchable beauty
Inside the beating heart a love until eternity
Wrapped around sweet nothings, spreading past infinity
Incorruptible and Indestructible…
Their love will never die
Even when their bodies return to
He is...
shattered into pieces
robbed of his senses
thrown into darkness
covered in nothingness
She is...
shut out by her family
stripped of her dignity
burned marks on her body
a victim of cruelty
I am...
a product of hatred
my life has been wasted
pain I have accepted
sweet death I have tasted
They have...
guided us to the light
given us back our sight
helped us know what is right
gave us the will to fight
We have...
opened our eyes to see
all that we used to be
amidst reality
we can still be happy
I Hate you
For doing this to me
Taking my emotions for granted
Pushing me and laughing as I landed
I despise everything about you
You who I once trusted
I feel so betrayed
How could you do this to me?
You poured out my darkest secret
Became the cause of unfathomable evil
You took every bit of sanity from my pocket
And gave it all to the devil
You are the very image of Judas
I am a victim of your kiss of death
You stole my life, my breath
Now nothing is what is was
Are you happy now?
Now that you took everything away from me
You got your wish, now let me be
For I will hate you for all eternity
Issues in the Philippines by cheesydinggy, literature
Literature
Issues in the Philippines
When I was a kid, I used to dream of being a politician. Though it may seem weird, I make believe that I'm a government official running for Congress. A fraction of my childhood memories are filled with pictures of me shaking hands w/ the people I interact with, then playfully whispering to them, "Iboto nyo ko ha!" But as the years passed, my desire to be a politician slowly faded away. Through my parents, I was able to see the reality of politics.
A few years back, my mom told me a lot about how the government acted. She would stress the fact that our country was climbing to the top of the food chain, dominating over the oth
I used to call you my friend
Promised to be there till the end
Our friendship will never falter
But now our shining star has lost its luster
I stayed by your side
Showed you everything my heart tried to hide
But you threw it all away
Slashed my soul and made me pay
I treated you like a member of my family
Gave you love beyond infinity
But you washed it all
Along with the memories you tried not to recall
I lent you my shoulder to cry on
Shared your laughter and your pains
I was there when you needed somebody to hold on
And lent you a hand when you tripped
Still you left my body on the ground to decay
Slashed my heart and thre
Never would have though it would come to this
Tears from my eyes turn to bliss
Didn't think that my heart would see
The love that you are now giving me
Heaven shone its light on my face
Sadness faded away without a single trace
My soul rejoiced with utmost fervor
Your love I will now be able to savor
A promise of love until forever
Not even the greatest of artists could render
An aura of gold, of white, of red
And a thousand sweet nothings that have been said
Angels rejoicing from the heavens
As my soul exalts in blistering glory
With you in my arms, I'm now in heaven
All doubts and fears I have now forsaken
But how long will
Why do I still love you?
I really don't know
Trying desperately to find an answer
Seeking deeply to where the mind cannot falter
So long I have tried to forget you
Hundreds of sleepless nights I endured
Thousands of cries heard, millions of tears shed
Then I realized I was a fool to fall for you
Until now I still call out your name
At this very moment you give me both happiness and tears
Everytime I see you, every second I look at your eyes
My heart smiles and breaks at the same time
I can't explain why I still love you
Nor can I tell my heart to forget you
I'm just wasting my time, making a fool of myself
Loving someone whose
I used to call you my friend
Promised to be there till the end
Our friendship will never falter
But now our shining star has lost its luster
I stayed by your side
Showed you everything my heart tried to hide
But you threw it all away
Slashed my soul and made me pay
I treated you like a member of my family
Gave you love beyond infinity
But you washed it all
Along with the memories you tried not to recall
I lent you my shoulder to cry on
Shared your laughter and your pains
I was there when you needed somebody to hold on
And lent you a hand when you tripped
Still you left my body on the ground to decay
Slashed my heart and thre
Issues in the Philippines by cheesydinggy, literature
Literature
Issues in the Philippines
When I was a kid, I used to dream of being a politician. Though it may seem weird, I make believe that I'm a government official running for Congress. A fraction of my childhood memories are filled with pictures of me shaking hands w/ the people I interact with, then playfully whispering to them, "Iboto nyo ko ha!" But as the years passed, my desire to be a politician slowly faded away. Through my parents, I was able to see the reality of politics.
A few years back, my mom told me a lot about how the government acted. She would stress the fact that our country was climbing to the top of the food chain, dominating over the oth
I Hate you
For doing this to me
Taking my emotions for granted
Pushing me and laughing as I landed
I despise everything about you
You who I once trusted
I feel so betrayed
How could you do this to me?
You poured out my darkest secret
Became the cause of unfathomable evil
You took every bit of sanity from my pocket
And gave it all to the devil
You are the very image of Judas
I am a victim of your kiss of death
You stole my life, my breath
Now nothing is what is was
Are you happy now?
Now that you took everything away from me
You got your wish, now let me be
For I will hate you for all eternity
He is...
shattered into pieces
robbed of his senses
thrown into darkness
covered in nothingness
She is...
shut out by her family
stripped of her dignity
burned marks on her body
a victim of cruelty
I am...
a product of hatred
my life has been wasted
pain I have accepted
sweet death I have tasted
They have...
guided us to the light
given us back our sight
helped us know what is right
gave us the will to fight
We have...
opened our eyes to see
all that we used to be
amidst reality
we can still be happy
From the Eldest Grandson by cheesydinggy, literature
Literature
From the Eldest Grandson
Fifty Years…
Full of laughter, smiles and tears
Emerging triumphant amidst all fears
Conjuring up love so pure and crystal clear
Golden moments…
Bound with a love beyond compare
Beautiful amongst the raging torrents
Immortal and everlasting
Shining stars…
Distantly glimmering beyond reach
Seemingly unattainable, but within our grasp
50 years of love is never impossible
Aging gracefully…
Under the wrinkled skin lies unmatchable beauty
Inside the beating heart a love until eternity
Wrapped around sweet nothings, spreading past infinity
Incorruptible and Indestructible…
Their love will never die
Even when their bodies return to
Paggising sa umaga
Sa pagdilat ng mata
Larawan mo ang nakikita
Sa tabi ng kama
Pagdating sa eskwela
Inaantay kita
Nang masilayan ang iyong ganda
At upang marinig kang magsalita
Kapag ika'y nakakasama
Ibang saya ang nadarama
Walang pakialam sa iba
Tanging ikaw lang ang inaalala
Ngunit tuwing ika'y sinasamahan
Ako'y lihim na nasasaktan
Habang binabangit mo ang kanyang pangalan
Parang ang puso ko'y tinatapak-tapakan
Pero di ko masabi sa'yo
Na ika'y aking gusto
Wala nang iba pang makakatanto
Sa laki ng iaalay na pag-ibig ko
Siguro hahayaan na lang makalampas
Walang iiwan kahit isang bakas
Dito na nga siguro magwawakas
Ang a
Darkness covered me
Sadness engulfed my whole being
I was lost in the shadows of regret
But amidst the emptiness, you were there
I was confused, not knowing what to do
I always made mistakes, stepped on shattered glass
Bore wounds unbearable, scars untouchable
But amidst the pain and anguish, you were there
I fell down so many times
Got kicked and thrown out by everybody else
I felt inferior and weak
But amidst the insecurities, you were there
You were there when I was laughing
And you never left me while I was crying
You stayed by my side until the tears washed away
And you never abandoned me when my sky turned gray
I don't k
Silent whispers abound…
Eyes staring…
Fervently observing every step…
Each move goes unnoticed…
Laughter comes…
Breaking the placid air...
Cheerfully slicing through the walls…
Penetrating deep down…
Anger then creeps…
Clawing…
Slashing…
Shredding every bit of innocence…
Hatred emerges…
Craving for revenge…
Vengeful souls cry…
Shrieks fill the air
Eyes turn red with anger…
Hands trembling…
Vision becomes blurred…
Everything goes black…
After the long blindness…
Sight becomes clear…
Guilt slowly shows…
Tears run down…
Shadows cover all…
Engulfed by darkness…
Sadness lasts…
Memories fade.
For you I'm just a friend
Someone who'll stay until the end
With all your heartaches no one mends
To you my beating heart I'll lend.
Though I smile when I see your face
My sorrows leave no single trace
Because I am only your friend
Laughs and cheers I must make pretend.
When you speak of the joy He brings
Undying love above all things
My heartfelt trust to you I'll send
Because to you I'm just your friend.
With every word I stab myself
For I can't show you how I felt
Because for you I'm just a friend
To you my heart cannot transcend.
To love you is a fallacy
Coz' we are never meant to be
The only thing that you can see
A go
He is...
shattered into pieces
robbed of his senses
thrown into darkness
covered in nothingness
She is...
shut out by her family
stripped of her dignity
burned marks on her body
a victim of cruelty
I am...
a product of hatred
my life has been wasted
pain I have accepted
sweet death I have tasted
They have...
guided us to the light
given us back our sight
helped us know what is right
gave us the will to fight
We have...
opened our eyes to see
all that we used to be
amidst reality
we can still be happy
lol...
just...lol
I have yet to update this journal for almost 2 years now....maybe that's why i see cobwebs all around it~
Haven't been able to write something worth posting, that's why there hasn't been any updates at all~
btw~ I guess I'll update this regularly so as to prevent any more cobwebs and termites from appearing haha~
And maybe i'll also post some photography stuff here as well, so as not to limit the use of this page~
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